keeping myself hydrated and eating... but I've been sleeping most of the day to keep my mind from…

keeping myself hydrated and eating... but I've been sleeping most of the day to keep my mind from thinking about my baby's father. while I'm waiting for him to make us his world, My son is growing inside me ... I can help but to think - I am my baby boy's world.. as much as it hurts to see my baby's father not care... I need to be strong for my son. I need to walk away from this sad relationship that constantly pushes us away and doesn't know how to value this beautiful gift. as much as it hurts and kills me.... I've been blind to my answer ... when his actions or lack thereof have been violently loud with his decision.