I am feeling better and as I lay here relaxing i started thinking. My mother left my brother and I when i was 6 yrs old and she never came back. She moved to another town 6hrs away and would visit for 1 day to take us to eat then leave. Nobody taught me how to put makeup on, what will happen when i become a women, or even how to dress. I grew up as a tomboy with my brother because my dad didnt know what to do lol. So i really cant celebrate any women other than my grandmother who helped raise me but she passed away. I am sooo excited to be having a little girl so i can share that special bond with. I may not know everything about fashion and makeup but I know how to love. 😬👶🏼🎀🍼
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

is it wrong to be frustrated that my daughter acts like she can't do certain things with out my help. she plays dumb a lot and I wish I could be like no girl show what you know. she acts like she can't trace or match shapes so shes ask for "mommy finger" to help her so I barely hold her hand and she magically can do it but if I dont hold her hand she just scribbles and acts like she doesnt know
the pic is how she traces when I'm "helping her" otherwise it'll just be scribbles all over the page
Should I let my x know when labor starts

I am sick to death of my in laws telling me how fat Scarlett is, and asking me what I feed her! Does she look fat to you? No!