well today I feel so sad and yet optimistic... my fiance may not have off to go to me when im being…

well today I feel so sad and yet optimistic... my fiance may not have off to go to me when im being induced :( which makes me really sad because my mom might not be able to be with me either so I will be all alone... which terrifies me because with our first daughter he was with me and so was my mom but yet im optimistic because I think his boss will give him off.. also I'm super excited and nervous because in 12 days on the 18th our 2nd baby will be here in our arms :)