Ugh I feel so terrible right now and she is moving around like crazy today. I just want her out and I don't want to feel so sick? Ugh

ugh i feel horrible the doctors say this is normal . is it . :/
they want me too put gauze on it !
i keep crying cause i feel so bad
I know Is so early but i feel flutters it feels so weird but i love it 🥰
I feel horrible because i dont want to be pregnant. I mean i was excited and everything when i found out. Mlre so shocked. But as time is going on, i just dont want to be pregnant. Is that an ok thing to say? Although i already love this little girl and thats mostly why i feel bad for feeling that way. Not sure if something is wrong with me or its just im over it now because i feel like this pregnancy is dragging on
Strippers.
How do you all feel about your SO/hubby going to the strip club? I honestly have jealousy issues and I dont approve of it for my SO, as he already doesn't like too go. But i feel like if he wants to see women stripping on poles, I can be his own personal stripper. Lol ? I am just curious to see what others feel and think!