well...I was sleeping...then I had to pee :/ and why squeaker wanted to watch me pee but couldn't…

well...I was sleeping...then I had to pee :/

and why squeaker wanted to watch me pee but couldn't make me a bagel earlier is beyond me lmao. I think she's given up on trying to sleep in bed with me as I have limbs and pillows thrown all over the place.

all I know now is my back hurts real bad and I kinda feel like I've got to puke :/

a good part of me thinks that I'm not going to make it to July :o