my bf is pathetic he'd rather play on the fu**ing computer and do stuff on there, then help me…

my bf is pathetic he'd rather play on the fu**ing computer and do stuff on there, then help me relive my fear of giving birth. while im crying like crazy all he does is look at me and say you'll be fine......... I just want that computer to break... then if I dont hear him correctly he bitched thats its my fault that I messed up something or I need to listen better....... UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to get away from him for a while UGH