Never realized how much my fiancé being by me with the lost of our daughter really helps me. He got a job and has to be in Nebraska for 8 day and today was the first day with out him since it happens and boy do I feel so alone. I work 3-11 so I'm home alone all day and when I get home everyone is asleep. I can already tell I'ma go into depression I just feel alone. It's sucks hopefully it just a on day thing but we'll see tomorrow.