I just joined this so I could let out some feelings and maybe find some people who can help... I'm 19 and about 3 months…

I just joined this so I could let out some feelings and maybe find some people who can help... I'm 19 and about 3 months ago my boyfriend of 5 years and I thought we were going to be expecting. Later in the month I started bleeding and found out that it was just a chemical pregnancy. My life has been an emotional Rollercoaster since then. I feel like a part of me is missing... I feel like I really lost a piece of me. I have had this overwhelming need to be a mom and it's getting out of control and making me very depressed.