Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Hate it when people who have had babies say 'good luck going through labour without an epidural' we all handle it different, so I could go through it with just gas and air, pisses me off!!

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbr...

Good Morning Preggie , i feel so HUGE I have 12 weeks and 2 Days left to go 😘😍💙👶🏾 DROP PICTURES OF THE BELLIES / WEEKS YOU ARE !!

of I ever go to jail I want to get sent to Australia so I can go to Wentworth prison . so I can live the good life and my son can go with me