Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Thursday I found out I lost one of my baby boys. I will never forget little Oliver. He will always have a place in my heart no mater what. I will tell his brother about him but not until he is old enough. But I will cherish James so much and am so thankful he is healthy. My fiancé has been the absolute best through all of this. I know it hurts him as well but he is doing the best he can being strong for me. I know he breaks down and that's ok. I'm not the only only one going through this. It wa...

My 5 year old brother just got circumcised due to all the infections he kept on getting & seeing him in so much pain not being able to walk makes me glad I got my son circumcised as a newborn & planning on doing the same with my second baby.

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

well mommies and babies. I will be going to the hospital in 10 hours 😮

I am beyond excited too see my son and hold him and kiss him. And just be the best mommy I can be. please pray that the delivery goes smoothly. I am so nervous but in a good way 😀

goodnight lovelies 💗💗💗💗💗