-I decided to find me a job even if I have to do fast food and take it easy.. I love my fiance Lord…

-I decided to find me a job even if I have to do fast food and take it easy.. I love my fiance Lord knows I do but he just can never just let the past go.. I told him Ill find a job so I wont be a burden on him. I just pray before this child get here he let go and forgive or just say fuck it. I made mistakes so has he I forgave him he just so damn insecure. Ughhhh .. I just want to work and be in school til I cant do either anymore