I hate how hard my depression will hit me sometimes. I woke up this morning feeling crappy and work…
I hate how hard my depression will hit me sometimes. I woke up this morning feeling crappy and work was also crappy. just thinking of how the hell I'm going to afford everything makes me want to curl up in a small ball and cry. I'm going back to school when my son will only be two months old. I'm also going to have to work as many hours at work as I possibly can. my freaking head is going to fall off. and I'm just scared that my son won't like me or that I won't know what to do or give him everything he possibly needs. it makes me so so sad to think about
Ayana·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
I worked 2 jobs and went to school while my son was very young and he's a mamas boy. Stay strong. You can do it
Beth·
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@ayjeffries thank you. that gives me hope that I can do it too. it just scares me that I'm going to mess up and fail somewhere somehow
kayleanna·
Мама сына (2 года), беременна (38 нед.)
I go to school full time and will have to go back to work as soon as possible while also trying to breast feed. I'm 37 weeks and 5 days pregnant with my second son and my first son will be three may 21st. it's definitely not easy, but you'll find a way to make it all work. We always do :)
Beth·
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@kayleanna oh geez. I used to go to school but I dropped out so I could work so I could get things for my son. I'm just really nervous to give birth and then for anything and everything afterwards
Kierra Tamesha·
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I know how you feel the depression hits hard in pregnancy. I admitted myself into psychiatry two weeks ago because it got so bad. Breath and try not to stress to much. Talking to someone everyday helps not to mention the meds make a difference. Sending love your way ❤️😘
Ayana·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
I completely understand. Just remember you won't have to do both forever. Spend as much time with the baby he will appreciate your efforts in the end. 😊
kayleanna·
Мама сына (2 года), беременна (38 нед.)
Just have faith that everything will work the way it's supposed to. I suffer from depression and anxiety disorder as well as PTSD. somehow things just work! I believe they'll be the same for you.
Christine·
your not the only one! i have a few "illnesses" and im 23 weeks with my first. its been hard accepting it let alone enjoying my pregnancy. it gotten easier the farther ive gotton although im still depressed. talk to your doctor about if theres anything to take off the edge. i also have anxiety and im on pregnancy safe meds for that at least
Beth·
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@dessie0621 thank you <3 I've been seeing a doctor since I was 13 about depression and anxiety. I'm now 19. talk about a long time haha. my problem is I freak out when something isn't right. I'm meticulous. and just thinking of everything I have to do soon is overwhelming. @ayjeffries I hope I get to spend lots of time with him :3 I don't want to miss out on anything! @kayleanna I sure do hope so! my parents say they will glue my head back on if it falls off and all I can say is they better have strong strong glue to do so. @babymoma I was doing pretty good up until I hit the 30weeks mark. now the pressure is on. I'm working 33+ hours a week now to get any extra cash I can before my son gets here and I'm just in pain with my back and my feet and recently I've been feeling nauseous so its like I'd rather sleep than work but I can't :/