CJ's dad is the only person I want to be with sexually and that fucking sucks since he's been…

Honestly I'm not understanding how you can even look at your dude with out disgust for cheating on a beautiful lady like you - plus you were pregnant. who honestly does that? assholes/scumbags not worthy of you.

I really have no idea, I shouldn't even feel love for him and I do. I love him so fucking much and there's no reason to. He's a total piece of shit :( @lilbabyz there isn't one good thing about him so it doesn't make any sense to me either I hate it

It sucks I do understand that you do have a connection to him but you deserve so much better!

Ohh man that sux! It's like your cant even explain it to yourself 😑😣 I do believe that time changes everything but it's the hardest to go thru each day painstakingly to get to the point. I honestly can't even imagine needing to get over or go thru a breakup after you just had a kid with the guy. That I realized have no right to say something along the line just do it cause I can only imagine how freaking hard that would be! 😖

But that's exactly it @dovejazz I have to just do it :( I will move on eventually it's not like I've never gone through a break up but like you said it's a million times harder this time around because we just had a baby. It's fucked up he decides to do this to me when I get pregnant with his son. I need to let him go and focus on me and baby but I can't get him outta my head because I'm here alone taking care of our son and he's out where? Doing what? It's all I can think about :'(

😔 yeah I don't blame u...I do think is the hardest situation. I think to start slowly would help...but staying on track if u really want to do it. I know that your deep down instinct is telling you that YES you have to and should do it....but damn heart & mind won't budge just yet. Sux how these guys can do that, fuxk that makes me mad. 😣