I feeling so many feelings right now it's crazy. I been sick for the past two days and my own mother…

I feeling so many feelings right now it's crazy. I been sick for the past two days and my own mother didn't even notice. I dont work much like I used to and i don't make enough to pay my bills. Now I don't have nothing for my baby or food for me cuz my own family used me so much where I can't take care of myself. They won't even help me and my mom keeps on asking me money when I don't have any:( I feel like I won't be able to take care of my baby anymore and I don't know what to do. I'm so lose. I feel like my baby with be better off without.