My husband has two boys from a previous marriage and I have two boys from a previous marriage and we are having one of…

My husband has two boys from a previous marriage and I have two boys from a previous marriage and we are having one of our own is it bad that I'm really wanting this one to be a girl? Don't get me wrong I would be more than thrilled for boy but this is my last child and I have always got emotional when I see little girl or even catch myself looking at little girl clothes in the past.