I need to vent.. I am now going to be a single mother and it kills me bc me and my ex boyfriend had…

I need to vent.. I am now going to be a single mother and it kills me bc me and my ex boyfriend had planed this all out! We where trying for a baby for a year and then 20 weeks ago I found out I was pregnant. My ex boyfriend is on probation and had gotten violation for something really stupid and the court said that he has to go live with his mom or go to jail. So he lives 40 miles away and I was told that I am not aloud to see him. He is 25 years old and his mother took his phone away that he paid for himself and won't let me go see him. His mother told me that he is to pissed off at me to even want to talk to me.. Idk what I did to piss him off that bad but now we are no longer together. I found out this past Wednesday that I am having a baby girl! I guess my ex boyfriend already knows bc I had told his mom and she said they know. So idk it's so hard to deal with not having my baby's daddy around. I love him so much and it's kind of weird that I am having our daughter without him. I am 20 weeks and 3 days pregnant! My due date was moved from September 7th to September 3rd! I wonder who my baby will look more like? Me or my ex, I hope me bc that would make it so much harder!