The heartache is starting to set in now about what I found last night on daddy's phone. I'm trying…

The heartache is starting to set in now about what I found last night on daddy's phone. I'm trying to stay strong and not cry but it hurts so bad. I fucking loved the prick despite the abuse and everything he put me through, and that's what he does while I'm in the hospital with our son. I should be relieved to move on from such a shitty relationship and find someone who will treat me good and love me, but I don't want anybody but him. I just wish he did. 😭💔