I know my boyfriend has a life outside of me buh he see and tlk to those same dudes every day nd barely tlks to me...I'm…

I know my boyfriend has a life outside of me buh he see and tlk to those same dudes every day nd barely tlks to me...I'm so lonely and bored..I want attention and his time buh I guess I can't have it until he gets home in June..nd I could take the wrong path n find someone who will give me the attention im craving nd jus spend time wit me buh I'm not I'll continue to be lonely n bored n sad about it nd push it away n be strong about it...SITTING IN THE HOUSE EVERYDAY IS DEAD TO ME..NEVER BEEN A BIG TV FAN SO IM BORED WIT IT AND MUSIC IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME SANE...I want his attention n time nd this is exactly why I hated the idea of him takin this job and leaving me..long distance relationship ain my style nd I'm never doing this shit again...😕