I'm weird because I'm happy about all the weight I've been gaining nd ion care if I lose it and I'm anticipating stretch…

I'm weird because I'm happy about all the weight I've been gaining nd ion care if I lose it and I'm anticipating stretch marks..I want my tiger stripes..they are beautiful to me I've alwys wanted stretch marks...I was jealous as hell wen I saw my sister with them and upset tht my mom had them !!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂