tried on a couple shirts at goodwill....cried my eyes out. being big is beautiful also i know...but…

tried on a couple shirts at goodwill....cried my eyes out. being big is beautiful also i know...but ita just the emotional toll of not being able to find anythimg beautiful MY SIZE! every woman is made differently and stores and designers just dont take that into consideration BIG GIRLS HAVE PERSONALITY TOO! i dont wanna just wear a solid color 247! or just tan or white bras! i wanna feel sexy!....rant over im sorry...