I am so so done with this basketball shit. like seriously. today is my day off. my man says we can…

I am so so done with this basketball shit. like seriously. today is my day off. my man says we can hang out which makes me happy. he tells me to pick him up at 2 since that's when school got done today. I made it there by 2:12. no big deal we have the afternoon. then as were pulling away from the school he tells me he has open gym at the college he's going to. which pisses me off! its at 6. by the time wed get back to our house it'd be a little after 3 and we would have to leave by 5:40. I tell him I'm upset so he calls his mom and tells her he's not going to open gym. his mom then tells him well he still has to be there to talk to coaches get pictures taken and talk to "the press". he needs to be there at 5. it pisses me off more but whatever. then around 4:20 his mom calls again saying I need you to come now kyle is giving me problems and acting like a fool. um she's already at the college and kyle is at his high school. >.> she needs him because kyle stressed her out. excuse me, that's your son. you need to gain some fucking control over him. so I drive and drop my man off at his event. can I stay? well of course not! why? I'm almost 29weeks pregnant and I'm a negative impact on my man and his basketball career. so now I'm on my way home to wait for a text or phone call from him to see if there's any sort of plan for after his event. it just really fucking pisses me off. I'm the one who's working full time. I'm the one who's paying all the damn bills. I'm the one that's gotten things for the baby. I'm the one who buys groceries. I'm the one who puts gas in my tank. I'm gonna fucking lose it!!!!