I feel so bad for my son, this whole weekend I have been super depressed crying when I am alone, and…

I feel so bad for my son, this whole weekend I have been super depressed crying when I am alone, and when we were saying bye to his daughter he was pumping baby mommas gas while the daughter was saying bye to me and kissing her brother in my tummy and I have completely lost it since then. Crying for the past hour. I have finally calmed down a bit and I mean my sons moving like crazy I guess making me realize like mom it's okay.

But I totally feel worthless and like me and my son are unloved by my boyfriend family now. Ugh