I really feel like crying. I'm so sick of sitting down ALL day. Even when we get up around 8am, we…

I really feel like crying. I'm so sick of sitting down ALL day. Even when we get up around 8am, we sit in the room all day, he won't walk anywhere with me.. my back hurts so fucking bad because if I want to go somewhere, I have to go by myself and I'm not comfortable in this neighborhood by myself... I'm so miserable, I'm so tired of this bull shit.