This reopened a scar. I almost cried when I read this but I refused to do so. It makes me so upset…

This reopened a scar. I almost cried when I read this but I refused to do so. It makes me so upset knowing that I'll be getting married soon and my father won't be there. I don't know why I even had a slight hope thinking he'd attend. When he's never been around my whole life. By choice. I know my daughter won't ever have to feel the way I'm feeling today because unlike my "father" her daddy really is a man. A loving, caring and attentive, amazing human being.