just wanna cry i have no energy my kids wont listen hubby doesnt talk to me most of the time while…

just wanna cry i have no energy my kids wont listen hubby doesnt talk to me most of the time while hes gone at work during his breaks when i call him he acts like he doesnt wanna talk my family treats me like trash all i do is sit in the house with my kids im worried about the baby cause i havent been eating but once day but i have no appetite at all im at that point if im not laying in bed i wanna be in the tub i literally take 5 baths a day uughh 81 more days but idk if my mind is gonna make it. sorry for the rant