going back and forward on whether or not i want to have a csection or try to have his baby vaginally…

they ate giving you a option?

Are

they are but theyre not..my doctor said i can try a vaginal birth but the only thing they would be able to give me would be drugs through my iv i wouldnt be able to get an epidural but i can try if i want to.. im going to be scheduled to see an antheseilogist pretty soon to discuss this @firefly

why can't you do the epidural?

i have a scar on my back from where i had surgery when i was little @firefly

:\ yeah so they can't go through the scar tissue. Did you have rods put in?

no i didnt i have spina bifida its a neural tube defect so when i was born some of the nerves near or on my spine werent completely developed so they had to go in and repair that area..thats why i have the scar @firefly

you should try vaginally and if it doesn't work u could say u tried 😃

true and thats what i was thinking but what if something were to go wrong with me or the baby ..thats what is stopping me. i dont want something to go wrong and then blame myself for it later @babygirl10-11

why would something go wrong ? the only problem is not being able to get a epidural right?

as far as i know..yeah , im meeting with a perinatologist within the next two weeks to talk more about it and the risks @babygirl10-11