have any of u had a relative die while u were pregnant.
My gram died about 2-3 weeks ago she started getting really sick around when I got pregnant and now I feel like it's my fault she dead.
I know it's easy to blame yourself, but you have to know that there's no way you caused any of it, it was her time to go, you being pregnant had nothing to do with it. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this, it'll take time but eventually it does get better, you just have to try to be strong for you and your baby.