I love being pregnant, and being blessed with gift of having a baby.. But ever since my pregnancy…

I love being pregnant, and being blessed with gift of having a baby.. But ever since my pregnancy has progressed farther my depression has become more severe, and I tend to have terrible thoughts before I sleep, and awful night terrors (panic/anxiety attacks) in my sleep. I've never felt like I was at my breaking point until I hit about 16 weeks and I'll be 20 weeks tomorrow... I just want the depression, and thoughts to go away I've tried counseling, and anti-depressants but nothing seems to help /: my fiancé tries his hardest but he doesn't know what to do anymore except hold me and hope all the bad thoughts go away.