I literally just had the biggest breakdown I've ever had Ethan was crying and wouldn't stop he…

I literally just had the biggest breakdown I've ever had Ethan was crying and wouldn't stop he wasn't hungry, he didn't need his diaper changed I tried everything to get him to calm down even tried getting him to latch on again he wasn't having it. I just sat here and cried i ended up having a panic attack, my bf woke up grabbed Ethan got him to calm down and to sleep and helped me calm down I've been really emotional lately on top of not getting any sleep and being overwhelmed, I never thought I would go thru this because I didn't with my first but it's hitting me hard this time around.