I am so hurt right now I just a heartbroken I was thinking I was in love with my boyfriend but I forgot he was playing…

I am so hurt right now I just a heartbroken I was thinking I was in love with my boyfriend but I forgot he was playing with me all this time when I tell him that I love him but I see he want a woman on his age I wish I could be happy with him again but he only want me for play with me