I hate that my boyfriend has been sleeping early lately cause then I feel like I'm by myself. First I wouldn't cry much…

I hate that my boyfriend has been sleeping early lately cause then I feel like I'm by myself. First I wouldn't cry much for baby girl cause I was shocked about everything & trying to accept the fact that she's gone now that I accepted it it hurt so much cause I know she's never coming back. I swear I cry 3 -4 times a day now. I just wish I could go back in time & spent more time with her that night. Get to see her face more time...