Is this weird to say but I just feel so sad sometimes. Whenever I have someone watching Marissa I just look at all the…

Is this weird to say but I just feel so sad sometimes. Whenever I have someone watching Marissa I just look at all the text from my ex (Marissas Bio Dad )and I just cry of pain. I don't think I gave myself time to heal from all the trauma. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way because it's been over 7 months, I'm blessed with a beautiful baby girl and a loving and caring husband. I wish it would just stop already! I hate feeling like this. Times like this I wish I hand my husband because no one truly understands the pain and hurt I've been through in the last 3 years of my life. I just want a big hug a kiss and to be told that everything is going to be okay and he's not gonna hurt me or Marissa. I'm hysterical as I write this. My chest hurts so much! I need to be comforted!