I never had like a real friend or a role model who is a girl to talk to or look up to. I have 11 sisters and they all…

I never had like a real friend or a role model who is a girl to talk to or look up to. I have 11 sisters and they all look down on me. I try becoming closer to my mom but sometimes I feel like I can't trust her with things. I'm glad I'm having a little girl I want her to have everything I didn't have.