I hate feeling this way...cried yesterday cried already today been up since 3:30am...the fact my doc…

I hate feeling this way...cried yesterday cried already today been up since 3:30am...the fact my doc called it high risk BC I have to see maternal fetal at the hospital... not to mention my blood sugar was high at night BC we ate out at Texas Roadhouse..and still high again this.morning...I wanna a do over damn these hormones. I know it could always be worse but dang.😭😭😭😭