spent my night sitting at the ER and starving cause I've only had an English muffin and 2 egg rolls…

spent my night sitting at the ER and starving cause I've only had an English muffin and 2 egg rolls today. I get my plate of food, tamales, salsa, and Spanish rice and I bring it in my room and ask my boyfriend to scoot over so I can sit at the edge of the bed and he told me no. so I go to grab my plate and somehow it slips from my finger and goes all over my carpet.... I literally am trying so hard not to cry right now. my back hurts, I'm hungry, I need to eat. but I don't even want to now because I'm so upset :'(