I need lots of positive thoughts. my son was doing just fine after given birth and out of nowhere at…

I need lots of positive thoughts. my son was doing just fine after given birth and out of nowhere at 3am he took a turn on us. he started breathing really fast. they started him on antibiotics right away because I was group b strep positive. yes I did get antibiotics during labor. but he still got it. he also had a chest X-ray done. and he has fluid in his lungs. ♥ I love my son more than anything. I never had to deal with such heartbreak. I can't stand seeing him strapped to all these monitors. they have me pumping. he never got a chance to latch on correctly and suck.