I hate these hormones. I somehow get it into my head that one payday me and my boyfriend should go…

I hate these hormones. I somehow get it into my head that one payday me and my boyfriend should go out to eat or go to a movie and when that doesn't happen I get beyond upset and cry. Not to mention I've been stuck in a house for two days straight with no TV, no radio, and barely any phone service. I just want to do something.