hey Meagan I was just wondering how you've been lately? are you feeling any better? (:

@meagan_button,

@tavarusmommy21, I've been feeling better today.. Bleeding is gone, emotions have calmed a little.. Just scared && stressed.. thank you so much for asking! how are you?

@meagan_button, that's good! I'm glad to hear you are feeling better, even if its just a little (: its going to he okay! I promise! honestly I love being a mom. it's tiring sometimes but he's worth it and I don't even have his "father" around. its sad because we were together for 2 1/2 years and really in love but he just didn't want to he a dad, he'd rather be with his friends and party. but you have a fiancé who seems excited and ready to help! its going to be great, all the moments you get with your own family is priceless! but no problem (: I'm doing okay just cramping and bleeding -.-

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why are you bleeding && cramping?? I'm just worried because I'm so young... like I've got a baby on the way, I'm moving fairly shortly, && have a wedding to plan.. its so nerve wracking

@meagan_button, my period..the second time this month ): but trust me I understand. I would very nervous as well. its a lot on your plate :o

oh dang, that sucks.. two in one month.. 😓 Yeah its scary.. && its seems like more people are noticing a change in me... so every once in a while I get asked if I'm expecting.. I never know how to answer...

@meagan_button, yeah it does 😢 oh man! that sucks /: I hid my pregnancy for almost 4 months. does any of your family know yet? :o

My fiancés mom && sister in law know.. but that's it.. I haven't told anyone.. even the girls we live with don't know.. but it seems people who see me a lot are noticing the changes in me.. 😥

@meagan_button, oh dang :o but yeah its probably the changes in hormones thats why they can see a difference in you. 😔

Its frustrating.. I've got to start thinking how/when to tell my family such as my mom, && brother.. its super scary.. Like I'm 17 && pregnant.. just like all the other teen moms in the family.. 😥😰

@meagan_button, yeah but it's totally up to you on when & how you tell them. I'd sit them down & tell them together but just make sure you take prenatal vitamins & see a doctor. I'd rather have taken that scenario over mine 😞 16 & pregnant & the only teen in my family to get pregnant..but a month before I delivered my younger cousin got pregnant 😓

I have to figure out how to get on medicaid to see a doctor but I just started prenatal vitamins... 😰 I guess its slightly easier cause I don't live with my family.. but at the same time, I'm worried everyone will be either disappointed, or do the 'I told you so' thing.. 😓😥😰 But you were 16?

@meagan_button, I see. as long as you are doing one of those at least (: I didn't see my doctor until 4ish months so its okay. that's a little easier then. I was worried about the same thing too but that's your family they should support you. its her grandchild & his niece/nephew 😊 & yeah. I turned 17, 3 weeks after he was born. 😨😓

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Yeah.. but oh wow.. how did you tell your family? 😰

well I packed all my things to live with the father & I texted my mom that I know I'm pregnant and it will be better if I live there. she stormed in here saying I better hope.I'm not or I have to abort the baby. I took the test and it was positive so she cried and cried and told my grandma and dad. so the next day I stayed in my room and didn't move an inch. my grandma came and told me to cone out that its okay. we'll get through it. my mom made my doctors appointment and the rest is history xD pretty much my family told each other..

@meagan_button,

Oh wow... Is your sons father in the picture? 😨

@meagan_button, we talk but he doesn't help me..he did one time but our son is almost 3 months. his mom helps me though 😊

Well at least his mom helps.. That's one thing I'm incredibly grateful for is that my fiancé is by my side through all of this.. Sometimes o even think he is more excited about this pregnancy than I am.. 😳

@meagan_button, awee that's sweet!!! Raymond was there for me during my pregnancy too but then he realized how hard a baby is and just became distant. he wasn't mature enough at all.

That sucks... 😩 I hate hearing that dads can't handle it.. but good for you for sticking it out one way or another, your baby is so precious && worth it.. I just hope my family handles the news fairly well...

@meagan_button, yeah it does but thank you! 😊 I hope so as well🙏

How have you been? are things better? feeling any better? 😌

@meagan_button, thank you for asking (: things are okay..I'm feeling better but still have swollen lymph nodes ): I'm talking to the father of my son, we are trying to work on things. he realized he's wrong for not helping. (: how are you??

@tavarusmommy21, that'd good that he realized that && y'all are trying to work things out. I hope you get to feeling better swollen lymph nodes suck.. I'm doing okay been tired lately, just trying to get things taken care of.

@meagan_button, yeah I'm happy about that. & it does suck..I took medicine for it and it went away but came back ): and me too. I'm so exhausted..have you still been planing your wedding? (:

@tavarusmommy21, yes I have been! its nerve wracking.. we're looking at changing the date tho

@meagan_button, aww ): its supposed to be fun..im sorry! are you guys thinking of making it sooner or later? ;o

@tavarusmommy21, it has its fun moments but its also stressful.. sounds like we will be making it later. like spring next year

@meagan_button, oh i see..well it gives you more time at least!! (:

@tavarusmommy21, yes it does!! which it honestly let's off some stress .

@meagan_button, I'm glad to hear that!

@tavarusmommy21, yeah so your mans back around now?

@meagan_button, we were talking about working on things but idk anymore. I'm just tired of his crap. if hr proves to me things will be different then yeah but for now its just gonna be me taking care of him..except Mondays that's the only day I don't have him, Raymond's mom has the baby then

well do what you think is best for you && the baby.

@meagan_button, thank you I definitely will (: