Lastnight i was researching if a women can check her own cervix (because for some reason i am dying…

Lastnight i was researching if a women can check her own cervix (because for some reason i am dying to know if im dialated at all) and i saw all these pictures of a womens cervix and then when i fell asleep i had the scariest dream about the doctor checking my cervix and having to stick some tool up me i was so scared i was crying smh #wierd 😯😞