I feel like I have 0 friends and its very depressing. The situation I'm in is soooo not what I…

I feel like I have 0 friends and its very depressing. The situation I'm in is soooo not what I wanted, but everything happens for a reason. I'm just afraid that once baby comes I'll be complacent and just accept my reality for what it is. I'll become so consumed with taking care of a baby, that I'll ignore what i wanted to do before baby. I'm afraid I'll become stuck. I feel stuck right now and baby isn't even here yet...just ranting