My mother died back in October & I had a voice mail on my phone from her & every time I miss her or…

My mother died back in October & I had a voice mail on my phone from her & every time I miss her or want to hear her voice I'd call it & listen to it but now I can't stop crying because my voice mail deleted everything & is making me set up a new one. I will never hear my mother's voice again & that's all I had. I miss her so much & I don't think it's fair that she was taken from me. She was so excited that I was pregnant & giving her, her first grand child & She never got to meet him. I'd give anything to turn back time & spend more time with her. I'll admit that once I moved out (my boyfriend & I moved an hour away from my parents) that I didn't spend much time with her because it was hard to travel an hour there & back but I never thought she'd be taken away so soon or so quick. I love you so much mom, you were my best friend & always cheered me on in everything I did. It didn't matter what I was doing in life (jobs, relationships, school) you were always so proud of me & bragged to everyone about your kids. I've never seen a mother so proud of her kids before..you taught me a lot on how to be a great person & you didn't even know it but how to be a mother. I'll take the life lessons you taught me I'll teach my son, thank you for always putting me first, for all the love & support you gave me.

Sorry for the lost post, I just know this is the only place I can post it & people understand.