Sory, this is long... Rant. Feeling so depressed right now. Having a really hard time with my weight…

Sory, this is long... Rant. Feeling so depressed right now. Having a really hard time with my weight and overall image of myself. I miss my bike, racing and lifting weights. My parents tell me I should sell my bike and give up freestyle because it's too dangerous when you have a baby. My hubby says I should never give up on my dreams and someday I'll be able to teach copper. I'll have to lose 50lbs to get back to my goal after this pregnancy. That means insanity for 2 hours. Two miles and weight training every day with one recovery day if I'm going to be ready to get back on my bike in July.