So some of you know about my post earlier about my boyfriend constantly being on his video game…

So some of you know about my post earlier about my boyfriend constantly being on his video game since our son has been born, well on the way home from the doctor I asked him to not play any video games & he was shocked I even asked him such a thing. He started telling me that he would lose his mind if he didn't get to play his video games & this is his vacation & the only one he'll have all year & I'm like yeah you took your vacation time because we had a baby..so sorry that ruined other plans you might've had for a vacation. Then I said is it too much to ask you to spend time with me? & me saying that he got pissed off & said "fine, we'll watch tv together" (we haven't spent any time together since our son was born & even before that)

I'm still upset & hormonal that I yelled back telling him I didn't want to spend time with him any more he replied with "oh my fucking god, don't do this shit" I said it isn't worth it if I have to yell at you or force you to want to spend time with me, I just broke down crying, I still am. Even stopped to get food, I haven't eaten in almost 2 days I told him I didn't want anything & honestly once you get upset you lose any kind of appetite you might've had, he's now mad I'm not eating. The car has been silent the whole ride home after & all I can do is stare at my son & cry because I love my son so much but his dad has just become a mean person toward me. He's great with our child but it's like he lost all the love he might've had for me a while ago..

it just hurts to think about that.

Also, sorry for my rant. I'm so upset I dunno where to go or who to turn too.