I have the best love ever. But we don't live together yet. And sometimes I just need his attention.…

I have the best love ever. But we don't live together yet. And sometimes I just need his attention. And I want him here but he lives with his brother who doesn't really like me and coming over there I just want to stay in his room the whole time because if we don't his brother is always around and it's awkward. He still refers to me as "your gf" and we've been engaged for 2 months. And he is the one with the car and refuses to come get me most of the time. And I don't have a car. And my parents aren't really okay with him staying here over night. So I'm feeling really alone. 😔