So frustrated... My midwife has the weekend off and the step in got mad at me last night when I went…

So frustrated... My midwife has the weekend off and the step in got mad at me last night when I went into the hospital without calling her... I didn't want to wake her up if it was nothing, which is it was. But the nurse called her, and even nurse asked why she was being like that.... I almost want to cross my legs and hold this baby in until Monday when my midwife is back! When I was checked earlier yesterday morning I was just under 3cm and have been having increasingly stronger contractions since Friday night. Very irregular though and periods of it stopping completely. But thank goodness my blood pressure came down a little... And baby is fine! I had an anxiety attack in the hospital when I realized I could have to have my baby without my boyfriend there... And without my midwife. Gosh the boyfriend thing isn't as bad as the midwife thing though... She knows my past, my anxiety, my medical history and how to talk to me down. The other midwife caused me to panic!!!! I really hope that my midwife decides to come back early... Please please please 🙏😰😕