day six.
I feel extremely emotional. I have so many worries and going through my head, im especially concerned that my daughter isnt going to like me. I'm tired ALOT & i've turned into a clean freak, which I actually love. I'm in pain from my hips relaxing, but I know that means its just getting closer to me seeing my daughter.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Well it happens the one thing I was trying to prevent.... my son will be 2 in November. My daughter just turned 4 months last friday... and yesterday my boyfriend and I found out I'm pregnant... according to my lmp I'm 8 weeks and 6 days I go for bloodwork and an ultrasound soon. I'm going to have 3 under 3... my daughter will be 11 months when my new baby is born.... they will be Irish twins lord help me
yes I'm a single mom and yes my daughter is going to have my last name I refuse to give my daughter the name of a BOY who doesnt want to take care of his responsibilities! ....problem ?
I guess sharing my personal info on here means having it used against me in a personal disagreement yes I was raped and no you have no right to use my daughter against me as a personal jab
Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
