Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

What is wrong with me !?I'm sorry I'm always posting things that seem wrong with me but it's been 6 weeks since c section and my whole body aches like hurts and my head is killing me and I have been waking up with anxiety everyday and even when I take naps ... I'm tired and feel like blah !!! Someone else let me know this will pass please I can't feel like this I want to feel happy and good .

Me:hey I'm calling to know if you got the order I sent for your kids

Her : yea I got it a while ago been too busy to say thank you and tell you with school and stuff. Thank you they like the toys and are sleeping g with them

Me: aww I'm so happy

Her : my daughter shoes are hurting her feet and I do t have money to buy new shoes

Me: what size is she ?

Her :13 w

Me: you should get her size one I think I might have some here I'll give them to you

Her: I just threw away a bunch of shoes you ga...

I'm tired of having these unrealistic dreams of my SO cheating on me. STOP.

Exclusively breastfeeding is stressful 😫. I'm so tired all the time but I want to wait to introduce bottles...I need encouragement! This was my goal from the beginning but it's all new to me so I just have to give myself time to adjust right? 😅