I cannot sleep ... me & my boyfriend just had sex thinking that would make me tired & I'm not lol! idk what to do but I have to be up at 7am! 😐 I have a feeling I'm gonna be tired then.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Me:hey I'm calling to know if you got the order I sent for your kids Her : yea I got it a while ago been too busy to say thank you and tell you with school and stuff. Thank you they like the toys and are sleeping g with them Me: aww I'm so happy Her : my daughter shoes are hurting her feet and I do t have money to buy new shoes Me: what size is she ? Her :13 w Me: you should get her size one I think I might have some here I'll give them to you Her: I just threw away a bunch of shoes you gave me they are too big dont fit my kids Stop giving me shoes I'm tired of throwing them out Me : but you can save them until they fit them they are going to grow into them Her: stop giving me shoes I'm tired of you giving me shoes that dont fit them Me: ok :( Her: I have to go I'm cooking
What is wrong with me !?I'm sorry I'm always posting things that seem wrong with me but it's been 6 weeks since c section and my whole body aches like hurts and my head is killing me and I have been waking up with anxiety everyday and even when I take naps ... I'm tired and feel like blah !!! Someone else let me know this will pass please I can't feel like this I want to feel happy and good .
I'm tired of having these unrealistic dreams of my SO cheating on me. STOP.
Exclusively breastfeeding is stressful 😫. I'm so tired all the time but I want to wait to introduce bottles...I need encouragement! This was my goal from the beginning but it's all new to me so I just have to give myself time to adjust right? 😅
