I used to be anorexic, twice in my life actually, I stopped when I started dating my baby's…

I used to be anorexic, twice in my life actually, I stopped when I started dating my baby's father/spouse, but with losing the baby weight it's hard not to go back to it, it's a major struggle. I'm trying to do it the right way, but it's hard when you're doing a million things at once not to do it.