I dont want her to leave to move to texas she is one of my rocks she helps me though everything I…

I dont want her to leave to move to texas she is one of my rocks she helps me though everything I dont know I much longer i can hang on "to this cliff when I feel like imma fall on to the jagged rocks in the water below me" the jagged rocks being right back where I was in 2011 when my great aunt died. my anxiety has never been this bad in my entire life. my friend is the only one who understands how scared I am all the time but maybe I need to release my obsessive compulsive tendencies and find someone else to open up to who will understand me and all my issues (im trying to practice my metaphors that's what it is in the quotation well what it's supposed to be)