sorry I need to rant : so I think today all ties between my MIL and I are gone and it was not what I wanted I say things…

sorry I need to rant :

so I think today all ties between my MIL and I are gone and it was not what I wanted I say things that come out wro g at times and I guess this morning that happened. I fell so bad cause for the last 11 years I have been closer to her than my own mom. I found out a few months ago she never really liked me and I have tried so hard to make things better but all I do is screw up. I am so lost I just want to climb under a rock now it so sad when you learn you are alone all I had was my hubby family all mine is gone now it's just me 😭😭

sorry needed to get this out